i cannot help but get really worried for promos.
i dont wanna have the same feeling of helplessness during the exam
i dont wanna be as unprepared as common test
i wanna have the strength to persevere and work harder.

sometimes i cant stop myself from thinking what will become of me if i cant get promoted.
go through another year of disgusting jc life? and get odd stares from everyone?
go overseas and be under a less stressful education system? and be exceptionally old among your classmates cos you wasted one year doing nothing.

i really hate my classmates for being able to study so well.
for having such good discipline that they can seriously stop themselves from getting distracted with (for girls)going online to spy on people's friendster, watch videos on youtube, watching tv, etcetc or (for guys)playing dota, playing soccer etc.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

okay. this cant go on. everyone gotta work hard.

it really helps ranting on blogs.
and punching on keyboards.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh