cause you dont wear my chains;;;;;;;;

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

heeeelllllloooooooooooo(:

havent blogged for eons.

promos ended last friday(((:
results for phy and math are out. shld be getting back the rest tmr :(((

screww chem.

and the other subjects. oh well. enough of disgusting studies.


last day of exams was spent with kate and esther(:
besties in class(:
didnt do much. just walked arnd and got tired after a little while. haze was baddd.
had a very filling meal at nydc.
met someone we all didnt quite wanna see.
suayness. =/

saturday was boring. was supposed to have trng in the morning but it was cancelled due to haze. psi rised all the way to 150. i would have died without even completing warm up if we had trng. anyway we werent planning to go. who on earth has training on the day straight after promos la. crazy =/ everyone would be catching up on their sleep please. -.-''

went out with cher at night. caught a movie. you, me and dupree is hilarious. should watch(: but i still wanna watch world trade center. nvm. watching on thurs(:!

sunday was spent rotting at home =/ and watching fullhouse on youtube(: rocks laaaa. life without studying (((((:

monday. schooool was boring. had cultural programmes. =/ argh. waste of time.

yesterday, got back math and phy results. ranking points still not enough for promotion. i need 7.5 points. argh. esther already managed to get 35 pts. secure promotion. =/ praaay for kate and i =/

after school, went to queensway and ikeaa with esther&kate.
lizzy asked me to meeeet her at vivo city but my legs were about to break so decided to give it a miss.

TODAY(:

went to esther's hse. and we watched samsoon(: hahahaa. it was sooooo funny! and baked brownies which were almost burnt. but nevertheless still good. company was good too(:

skipped school. only 4 pple from the class went. programme in sch was amazing race. waste of time. shall write letter of excuse later.

((((((((((((:

im tired.

rahhhh.

happy birthday xuan. im sorry i couldnt go for your birthday surprise party!!! =/

okay offf.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

today's chinese was horrible

compo was picture description. i think i'll fail it man. i didnt even touch on the pic =/

shucks. and the last compre was so frigging hard. i actually thought i had a lot of time at first. so i was carefully thinking about every MCQ qs until there was only 15min left for all the open ended. i was like hell freaking out. omg. and i left a 2M qs blank. not as if i know how to do it anw

met cher after school to study at starbucks(:

yuppp. havent seen her for a long time and she was going crazy and super high at macs. omg la. CHER I KNOW U ARE READING THIS. good luck for your last paper tmr alright! and enjoy your class party! ahhahahahahaaa. and your pw member =D

quite productive today. managed to finish alkenes. and finally i understand all the crap mentioned in class. hmmm. but i havent quite tried out the tutorials so im not sure if i have even learnt anything relevant or not =/ application cld be hard

heard lotsa stories that have been happening at mr au's.

and its his birthday today. hmmm. according to cher.

it's also mr ong's bday. havent seen him for a long time.

and my brother's birthday.

he was damn hilarious when he cheonged into my room demanding for his present.

and started ransacking my bag and dug out my wallet and demanded for money.

stupiddddddd guy.

but he didnt take it anyway. although i offered(: im a nice sister.

hahahahhaa.

im really drained alr. had tuition somemore. i finally know how to obtain oblique asymptote from a graph. hyperbola. hahahahaa

(:

yay. sense of accomplishment over such peanuts

hmmmm

okay. im gonna stay online for awhile and prob flip thru alkenes agn

and wait till 1.20am to catch my HK show(:

YAYYY

ok goodbye world

Sunday, September 24, 2006

vote for jonathan leong!

:D :D :D

i hope he wins(:!

was supposed to stay up the whole night studying.

but it didnt work :(

i fell straight aslp even before touching my work :(((((

lack of discipline.

all the cupnoodles and snacks didnt even work in keeping me awake =(

argh

theres phy tuition later. demoralising tuition. because at the end of tuition i'll realise i actually dont know a lot of basics =/

okay back to physics. goodbye

Saturday, September 23, 2006




















the two phones i love! =D

the lg one looks really sleek and coool(:

and the nokia one looks pretty.

hmmmm.

i hope i'll get either of these. HOPE.
but the prices are still very high =/




okay.

my life's a boring one

saturdays are made up of two tuitions and slack time in the morning.

nth interesting happened.

oh i was watching a variety show by jacky wu. it was really entertaining =D
laughed till i was about to tear.

went to grandparent's house

saw my ex-maid.

felt really weird.
partly cos she recognised me but i didnt recognise her. its been freaking two years and im sure everyone knows how time flies so yeah. plus the fact that i have short term memory. its quite impossible for me to rmb how she looks like.

and she thinks im still 15 and in sec3.

=/ and according to her, im fatter.

oh well. time to diet. although it doesnt work most of the time =/

so the feeling was just strange. =/
and she even ask if i have a boyfriend.
=S



i cant wait for promos to end.
but im just glad that there are friends arnd me and that im not the only one suffering.

seriously, encouraging words do help to motivate you.
and those words will remain close to your heart.
feeling so warm inside

hmmm.

i cant wait to get crazy over kpop with sharleen and limin again! ahhhhhhhhhhh!

BUMBUM(:

















oh my pretty little cutsie!!!!!! =D

rahhhhh

the whole series of fullhouse is waiting for us.

so yuppp. esther and kate please do mug hard. and i wont have to worry abt this because im sure you both will! =DDDDDDDDDDD

YES. okay.

i was thinking of mugging thru the night today

but im feeling real lethargic now.

hmmm. shall seee how.

korean cup noodle shall be a treat for myself when i get tired of studying.


oh and i collected my new specs!
wheeeeeeeeee. :D :D :D

and a new supply of contacts. yupyup

okay. goodbye world

study harddddddddddddd.

hello world

its 1.25am.

blogging at an unearthly hour

im veryvery bored.

i dont feel like doing anything. too lazy to move my body :(

i feel like eating ice kachang.

randomness

finally finished eom

hope it isnt too bad

like atleast a grade B or smthg. hmmm.

and thanks sheryl and esther for printing(:!

(:

i embarrassed myself just now.

spastic:(

studied with ying at bk(:

ate quite a lot (:

greedyyyyyy. but yumyum.

i havent satisfied my cravings for salmon.
i wanna go sakae.
i neeeeeeed jap fooood.

after promos please

shopping(:!

yay

i cabbed home frm school today

felt so retarded cos i waited like 15min for the bus and ended up taking a cab =/
all to catch the repeat of my channel55 show cos i missed it the night before.

HMMMMM.

my grandmother cooks yummy porridge.
and shes snoring away as usual.
shes very cartoon.
singing away in her sleep.
and i swear shes damn hip
she asked me what ipod was.
as in she saw mine on the table

and the next time i saw her,

she was equipped with a walkman

coolness. (: ok walkman quick out of fashion alr but still its good enough for an old lady almost 80years old.

cute little one.

received the sav opening ceremony book today.

yayyy

nicenice pics in it.

wheeeeee.

okay long long entry
im still v. bored.

shall go watch youtube vids

since im not in the mood to study. rahhhhhhhhh!

Thursday, September 21, 2006

the day started relatively well

although i still didnt understand a lot of chemistry problems.
hydroxyl cpds =/

got back chem test(:
:D :D :D
i failed by half a mark.
but it was already so much better than expected.
and ms su wrote smthg really encouraging beside my mark.
feeling of nolstagia came cos it reminded of msleong who used to be so hopeful although i disappointed her numerous times.

gp lesson was =/
there were two presentations.
just listened.
and made random comments.

hmmm.

math test ended up to be open book.
not too bad(:
got back math lect test.
(((((((((((((:
finally smthg not so demoralising.
:D :D :D

i hope such results carry on for promos.
but i wanna pass chemistry
and not fail by half a mark or smthg.

had an hour of break.
was amusing ourselves with kinder surprise chocolates that trish bought for us(:
she's really nice laaaa. sweeeeeet(:
and carried on amusing ourselves over the toys hidden inside.
laughed hell loudly without knowing it actually attracted quite a lot of attention
but it was seriously hilarious.
the toys looked so spastic.

=P

and physics lect started the nightmare.
not quite a nightmare.
but just irritated by the class guys
who were being so childish =/

imagine opening your bag and taking out your file all ready for a lecture and when you're flipping thru your file searching for the right worksheet, you realised theres a mini stack of worksheets that didnt belong to you. =/ idiots la. seriously have nth better to do.

and cos the owner of those worksheets wasnt here, they texted him to come get it from me.

seriously wth.

:(

and obviously i heard worse stuff from esther and was kinda further traumatised when i knew that it was sorta part of their matchmaking plans..

freaking hell leave me alone man.


bleaaaahhh.

sucks having such weird and childish guys in my class

they shld go look at a million mirrors and reflect and shoot themselves.



seriously abhore :(




anw on the way to chinese lesson, walked past foyer and saw mrs linda lee and mr ang there. and mrs lee actually recognises me! she said she came to check on me =/ HUR. okay but shes really cute.

im gonna nap.

tired of all that rubbish going on in sch

phy spa tmr.

wish me luck.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

im having a very bad blocked nose
can't breathe properly :(

anw im done with eom alr
not gonna do well

=/

ponned econs lect after sch today =P

i guess a lot of ppl did likewise.

:D :D

just watched 9pm show on channel55 :D

really nice. SAND DO YOU WATCH IT?!

wheeeeee(:

okay. now i must learn to integrate.

dumbo math test tmr

and my parents are in msia now. at such a late hour -.-

hmmm. workaholics. if only i can dedicate myself to my books to that extent.

tmr's last chemistry lesson.
the lesson i have least chemistry with
i dont wanna get back my test.
prob see a big fat ZERO there
and comments asking me to study harder.

NORMS.

my eyelids are about to shut.

say hi to the big dinosaur egg on my math test tmr. :(

and i havent done chem tutorials. yucks.

ok byeee

sometimes people get overly worried when they feel that im not being my normal cheerful/talkative self.

its kinda amazing to have friends who can tell that you're unhappy even through msn conversations.

hmmm.




it just so happens that i will break down before an exam.

just a norm.

so just leave me alone.

saying im not stressed is obviously a lie.



teachers are so hopeful that i'll do well. but i clearly disappointed all of them during common tests. and this is prob the last time i can prove to them my worth if i do not get promoted. its not as if i havent tried. but i just cant seem to do a single chem and phy and math shit. :(
and when you sacrifice tv time to study for a test and the test doesnt turn out well, you feel totally upset. :((((((

and idiots in school just worsen your mood.

=/

okay. end of ranting.

i hate eom.
yucky stuff.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

hello world.

im back from school. damn tired. i need to sleep.

but theres frigging chem test tml.

and oh did i mention theres at least one test everyday for this whole week.

crazy

so its chem for tmr. yucky thermochem. :(

and theres math test again on thurs. just had one today.
a gruelling one :(

they didnt give us formulas that were supposed to be present in the formula booklet. horrible =(

and on friday theres phy spa. :( and submission of final eom.

eom:( i havent done any edits to my previous one. SIGH

anyway, was supposed to study with cher now. but im having a terrible headache and i think i will faint halfway if i study there. so i guess i need to sleep. and theres tuition tonight.

so yes there goes my chem revision. i know nuts about chem :(

STRENGTH TO CARRY ON. yup i need it.

and CHER!!!!!!
please mug hard! (:

and SAND!!!!
YOU MUG HARD TOO! =D

im still confused by some people's actions.

shall talk abt sch today/

late night buddy was humming the same korean tune over and over again till me and esther's head nearly exploded. and she nearly bummed into some construction's ass cos she was walking up the stairs behind him without looking and he bent down to pick smthg up. it was hilarious la. nearly died laughing.

and today's big event was esther and her stalker. who's infinity times disgusting. and i bet she has to send her crumpler for laundry washing to clear all his germs. =/ its how weird some people just behave.

and then we were talking abt how guys are really retarded because due to the fact that they're slightly desperate and they decide to blurt out who they like in school, it would minimize the chance of even getting to talk to the person if the girl finds out. but who cares. this doesnt concern us.

SLEEEEEEEEEP..

theres econs make up tmr.

still contemplating if we shld pon it.

rahhhhh.

saw xuan at the bus stop.
and found out her sch actually has one week of study break. and thats like unfair cos we only have three days. wad to do.. ???!!..

bleaaaahh.

ok goodbye